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The Pillar by Apsinthion, literature

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The Pillar

In a barren forest, over run by nothing but the decaying trees, Stretching over a hundred miles long. Old and tierd with no light and little water in their roots to keep them alive. In the very centre, a Clear patch of the greenest grass, never been trod upon by neither man nor beast. Flowers bloomed right through it. Flowers that would never die out, though spring summer autumn and winter these flowers would sit their, Neither growing nor dying. No flower was like any other, infact each flower was purely unique, never to be seen in any Town or countryside in any of the four continents. every shade of purple, pink, red, blue, yellow, orange,

Hatred Has No Ending by Apsinthion, literature

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Hatred Has No Ending

All this suffocation creating devastations Causing hallucinations of my whole creation Damned to this perspiring world of Insanity Everyone only caring for their own vanity Plagued by today's world of exploitation Everything is destroyed by our own discrimination People Insist to have their own justification Not caring that its causing annihilation Our whole life has already diminished The future generation are nothing but finished How can people laugh at our planet dying It's all our fault why is no one trying diseased and fading by all this crucial pain How long must we have this endless darkened reign? We should be dead for k

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My Suicide by Apsinthion, literature

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My Suicide

All the Missery running through my veins Cant help but feel so much pain Everyone thinks its no big deal But as the knife gets closer they realise its all so real It slices through but you feel no ache and the blood drips down you in such a state You think its the end and you hope to be dead And Being were you are you start to dread this air you inhale could be your last All because of such a terrible past you pull the knife towards your neck but your hands shake in a nervous wreck Your terrified but you no its right So i launch the blade with all my might I choked i screamed but nothing comes out i was dying and i couldnt eve

My love for you by Apsinthion, literature

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My love for you

Love is such an easy word to use, It's just a phase people always abuse. We think we are in love but deep down were not, But we say the word such a lot. To say "I love you" means nothing, Its just words that does not mean anything. I no I always say them words to you, As if I didn't really have a clue I love you more than I love life I think of you every day and night When I see you my heart skips a beat You make me happy in so much heat. I love you with all my heart and soul And when your not there it's just an empty hole. You keep me smiling, you make me feel right I love you with all and more of my mite. I cant see my life

Mixed emotions by Apsinthion, literature

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Mixed emotions

Love is like a disillussioned sin How will it end, will it even begin Can you tell if its real or just a fake Is it true feelings or just a mistake Mixed emotions making it harder than before A broken heart in need of restore In love with one, Being with another All these feelings making me suffer Living far away from the girl i adore Having to deal with it is so very sore She makes you feel as if you were complete everything else goes to delete Depression fades, sadness is gone Being with her, nothing can go wrong She is my girl, i love her more than ever I will always be with her from now untill forever

Another stoner by Apsinthion, literature

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Another stoner

Another stoner comes along Holding his hash and carrying his bong. The weed so sweet in a three skinned splif The feeling is so great it makes you drift As the joint slowly burns away The dope itself makes you sway Bong bucket pipe or joint Blows your mind to the furthest point. As the buzz floats through your mind The power so strong it makes you blind The colours on the wall making you trip As your brain stream begins to flip Planet Janet the stoner land Joint in mouth pipe in hand Taking spats the way we do We are the greatest stoner crew Jay Amy Kyle and Ross Having no hash is such a loss Creamy buckets to make you choke

Depression by Apsinthion, literature

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Depression

Inner hate decieves our thoughts a single feeling makes happiness rott you cannot control your own actions killin off our hatred, is the only reaction destroying oyur past because it's to hard to bear feeling good is now so rare another loss will kill my mind My heart has already turned away blind you dont no wether to live or die this hole creation is one big lie what have i done to deserve this stress how have i made my life such a mess depression makes the mind decay and deciess tranquility of life is no more a release You want to die but fear takes over ending your life is no more closer lying in bed, you have so much sha

Our destroyed land by Apsinthion, literature

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Our destroyed land

Life is crowded by people so full of hate With the whole world bound together by fate, So many people showing their mistrust And committing their sins of greed, gluttony and lust Destroying ourselves with so much anger and deceit When will society get back on their feet? Our land has already begun to bleed With the wars the poverty and the greed As I look at the devastations we have caused With all the lies and murders I just paused To think we put ourselves in this mess My happiness can only grow less and less We all blame each other for what we have done But the blood we have spilled has just begun...

My Love For You 2 by Apsinthion, literature

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My Love For You 2

My love for you remains a tortured soul You've broken me up with nowhere to go My mind decayed to a nothingness abyss The pains through my stomach turn to hiss What have I accomplished staying in this creation? Hurt and anger, full of devastation A blade piercing the skin is heaven compared to this What I would do for a life full or bliss This pain will always be inside of me, and will never leave How much long will I have to grieve The desire of death is the easy way out And the unhappier you become, the more death will shout What is the point in love if it will hurt You feel like you've just been thrown like dirt A broken hear

Dying love by Apsinthion, literature

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Dying love

Her eyes gleamed in the moonlight flow Skin so pale with no more glow Staring at me, I turn so numb I love her so much, she is the one My soul mate, my one true desire Her last breaths, about to despire Her white lips, illuminating the surrounding I lean over and kiss her, my heart pounding Her throat so cold, her lips so dry I hold her tight and start to cry She takes a breath and stares at me "I love you "she says "we shall always be" With these words she closes her eyes I knew this was her good bye She falls so faint I knew she was gone She doesn't deserve to die, this is so wrong I cannot go on we cannot part Cant live wi

The Distraugh tChild by Apsinthion, literature

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The Distraugh tChild

Night outside in deserted streets No-one out as the cold sweeps Nothing stirs everyone in bed Except one boy, thoughts destroying his head Walking somewhere into the forbidden night Hoping to do what he feels is right Al he wants is his vindication But all he receives in discrimination Bullied all his life, because of his race He starts to run picking up his pace His mind was made up his heart was set Why hadn't he thought of this yet? He ran and ran and came to a cliff top And with no second thought nor even a stop He threw himself off and flew through the air Dropping to the ground like a descending flare Smashing into the

The Emotional Soul by Apsinthion, literature

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The Emotional Soul

I lie in the dark, reflecting on my dreams They are all gone now, im hurt beyond Extreme All alone with nothing but this blade Leaning back, my face vanishes by the shade im devoured in the darkness of my own pain i slice myself, watching as the blood drains Lying their watching it pour down my arm Do i really deserve to recieve a life of harm Reaching in my drawer, i find some pills This Inclination for death, beyond thrills Swallowing one, feeling it surge through myself devouring the packet,destroying my helath Lying with my own blood,seeping through my bed This sudden pain, scorching through my head screaming in agony, the p

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Something I Need by DustyPoet, literature

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Something I Need

later, we don't follow these words now, we don't think that it hurts you know, i'm the one so get the gun and let it be done i'm the weak, freak dig deep, let me fall asleep one gun, make it sing shoot me in the head erease all the lies that you have said do what you have promised instead think, blood all over, red i feel it now, whisper of death don't be shy, do it don't cry, don't quit i need this, so do you you'll soon have the better view you can't feel my pain you can't see my inner rain one bullet, make it real life, what's the point of going on? everything is so twisted and wrong

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Another stoner by Apsinthion, literature

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Another stoner

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About Apsinthion

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Scotland// Fife// Dunfermline
Favourite genre of music: Rock MAN!!!
Favourite photographer: Anyone
Favourite style of art: Poetry/ Abstract
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Win Amp
Shell of choice: o.O
Wallpaper of choice: Squall and Rinoa Lionheart
Skin of choice: Default?
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic
Personal Quote: sexndrugs, rocknroll,drink a keg smok a bowl, 2 al u preps who tink ur cool, Fuk yas all stners rule

Favourite Visual Artist

Uhhhhh, iunno

Favourite Movies

Butterfly effect

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Blink 182, avenged sevenfold, trivium, atreyu, childrem of bodom

Favourite Writers

me!

Favourite Games

The 'Final Fantasy' Series

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation and gamecube

Tools of the Trade

Note pad, Photoshop, Cinema 4D

Other Interests

Music, skating, girls, designing, poetry

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Apsinthion

Mar 27, 2006

The End. In the Words Of Jeff ' I Shit You No

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Hmm You All Are Probably thinking. The End? what do you mean?well It has come to my knowledge that DeviantArt is not what it used to be. as Far As My Knowledge Goes In Deviant Art . com Jark was the soul owner. Until someone came along and fucked him over And jark lost all rights to this once amazing website. Now it is corparat. Deviant has access to everytihng you do and they are aloud to use your stuff to advertise anything and everything you do. including altering it combining it with other deviants work. they can advertise or what ever they want with it. I do not want some jack-ass having full rights to my work. i know the chances are ext

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Apsinthion

Mar 25, 2006

~My First Journal~

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bassiks

Aug 5, 2006

i think we should maybe stop moaning about fuckin brushes now its a wee bit gay tbh, I use brushes, euan uses brushes, ross uses brushes. none of us are "noobs" brushes are a thing that are used by everyone and tbh to say it doesnt show talent is rediculous, if you dont like brushes simply dont use em dont crit other people who do thats just retarded.

SorrowIsInfinite

Aug 6, 2006

haha agreed. Ros, lose the ego. put simply, u might ahve talent. butr when it comes to getting a job. if u have that sort of ego, you will literaly get nowere.

Apsinthion

Aug 4, 2006

Eauan you are not aloud to talk..ive told yuo that before...you have to wait for permision to speak, your to much of a lesser specias...now anyways..one hot summers day, a man called Sean Dumbleton gave you a set of brushes....for the next how ever many months all you used was brushes, in all your pictures, and you didnt even use them good, you are a brush king...and not the nice king...the ouch my ass got raped king...now go back to your litle shack becasue your not wanted or liked..

Apsinthion

Aug 3, 2006

neebs i not used brushes in a while ? i used a cuple of brushes in gluttony but thats it...?

SorrowIsInfinite

May 14, 2006

you do realise that one you use brushes a lot, 2, using brushes does show talent as long as you use them properly.

bassiks

Aug 2, 2006

you do realise that one you use brushes a lot, 2, using brushes does show talent as long as you use them properly.

.QFT

SorrowIsInfinite

Aug 4, 2006

i no longer use brushes. as you should see from my most rescent work. and When i do use brushes, it is as a simple touch or to create a very simple texture. Considering the amount of brush spam ive seen from you lot, i dont know how you can quite justify saying i use brushes alot, seeing as much of what ive seen you guys do, is following tutorials into making and using brushes. end.